Too Much Too Soon.
I’m beginning to stress out about this year. Not because my classes are too much. That’s not the case at all. I’m stressing over the fact that this is my last year. Last high school year, and then I need to pick and choose. I need to at least make a general decision about what I plan on doing next year and possibly years to come. College and university is all I’ve been hearing about since school started, which I know is good because it’s helping me to realize I need to get my ass in gear, but at the same time it’s now pushing me over that line to where I’m worrying but getting nowhere. I don’t want to make the wrong decision. I know whatever I decide doesn’t need to be permanent, but I also don’t want to end up wasting my time, wasting my life following a path that isn’t right for me. I don’t want to have to back-track. I don’t want to, at any point, have to start over. Ugh.
Sincerely, 135821.
Ilayda said,
September 19, 2008 @ 4:01 pm
I’m not sure who this is, but I totally agree. It happened so quickly, didn’t it?
What I’m afraid of is wasting all my money and being stuck without a choice.
But, I know that you always have choice, that people can fix problems that seem really impossible in the beginning. Or is that my naivete talking again, lol.